Entry Title: New Beginnings..

Fresh Start..the Lunar New Year has come..and well..I don't think it could have come at a better time..

Been A Real long week of exams...and many other things..I'm glad it's over..

Many Birthdays this week..Jeremy, Jazz, Joshua and Van..Happy Birthday to all of you...

Funniest thing that I can remember..hahaha..Songtae, Andy, pumping Fort Minor-Remember the Name..hahaha as if that shit was some hardcore rap music..ahahahahahaha...STRAIGHT F.O.B. ...but I still love you guys...

Semi-walked home with Robinson this weekend..I enjoy his way of thinking..i've never really sat down and talked to him..and not like I did Friday night..but...hes pretty intelligent..not like I thought he was stupid..but yea..haha..he surprised me...

My favorite quote from this week.."the heart is forever inexpierenced"-Sharon Kroening...get it cripple...

This Friday night..was worth the trip...Im glad Olivia convinced me to go out..

*Caution*..Many Pictures On this piece..

Environmental Pictures..Sheena..TRYING to rock my glasses...

Me and My UNNIE!!!..

Jenna and Damien..it was mighty cold out...

Telling the Code Blue story..hahaha..I wish i had been in Gov..

Jessica and Sheena's story was by far the best..hahaha.."PUSH THE DESK"

Jason getting his first appearance on my xanga..hahaha thanks Jason for putting up with my OOC actions..

At the Navy Club for Jazz's "surprise" birthday party..Jeff and Olivia..

Kim, Judy and Nick in the background..awaiting the birthday girl...

Kimchee, Juice and Large...

Jinju refused to take a picture..and Olivia..is in an ASSLOAD of my pictures..hahaha..CAMERA WHORE..

Jazz finally making her entrance..

SURPRISE..hahaha not really cuz she knew about it..she just wanted to fake us all out...

All of the girls..except Jinju..

Awe..Jasmyn...

The Special Ed group...

hahaha Look at Olivia..hahaha..if you can see her face..Jinju being gay..

This is what happens when you pass your camera down the table...

Me and Party Planner Paul...

Me, Ariana and Nykol...

Jazz and the birthday cake..

The cutest little boy ever..hahaha..i wanted to steal him...

Olivia and Jazz...

Juicy Judy and Olivia..

And the Real Party Begins...

Andy and Paul at 7 Days..hahaha..love it paul...

after Paul drained the main vain in the alley..ahhaha..and then andy went in there like 2 minutes later..hahahahaha

Deciding what to get at Alo Alo...

WOO..im melting from that sexiness Jazz..hahaha...

My twin..looking extremely sad..

Seb telling a story..met him that night..he seemed pretty G...

Finally got the fricken married couple out of the house..hahaha..thought they had me fooled saying they weren't coming..

My favorite part of the nights..the melon bar runs with Paul..plus Ariana this trip..

I love this picture..hahahaha...

 Coronoa, Hooch, Mountain Soju, Welchs and a little bit of Paul..

Alo Alo guy doing tricks for Jazz..

Me and Suzanne..

Jazz and Darth Maul..hahaha

Me, Paul and Chu...

Jazz, Me and Darth Maul..who was apparently still pissed off at the Jedi..hahahahahaha..

Frankie, David and Andy outside QVO..hahaha..Frankie was being a punk, David was there for his sake..and Andy was too broke to afford it..

Getting it on the dance floor..

Chu looks like a sicc stalker in the background..ahhahaha

Me and Peter...probably one of the few pictures i have with him not giving my camera the finger...

Andy's shot up shoes..hahahaha..

I forgot what was going down here..but yea..

All teeth..ahahaha..Nykol..

Nykol blocking out Ariana..hahahaha..

Nykol, Diana, Me and Ariana..hahaha if you can even see Ariana..

Crazy packed..that lady looks all scared..

Ariana getting crunk with some F.O.B.

Frankie and Robinson in the cab ride home..hahaha..

Thats all for now..enjoy the pictures..cuz its gonna be awhile before i update like this again..WOOOO

I have never been so embarrased in my life..

Entry Title: Fucked up people...

Our school...is fucking GHETTO..I can not believe that we can not even leave shit in the gym classroom anymore..the locker room isn't safe, the classroom isn't safe..pretty soon people are gonna be breaking into lockers...which im sure a few people have already managed to do...I left my wallet along with the rest of my stuff in the classroom..just like the entire team did...and somebody thought that they had the right to go in there..and steal my 60 hard earned dollars..ok I earned 40 of it..but..it doesnt matter..it wasn't their money...and it wasnt like my wallet was left out in the open..it was in my bag..closed up..so they had to look for it..and then they had to know it was mine..due to the fact that my ID card is the first thing you see when you open my wallet..so you fuck head, that stole my money, don't let me find you..because you ruined my ENTIRE weekend..I missed Bruce's party, I couldn't order the shoes I had planned to...Just dont let me find out it was you..unless you plan on paying me back..and then accepting that I will punch the shit out of you...

I dont understand how you can cheat on someone that you "love"...it doesnt make much sense to me...Dont say the words if you dont mean it..I shouldn't talk..cuz I dont really know what love is..but if your going to use the word...then stick with all the rules that go with using it...

I dyed my hair this week..I think it looks ok..I liked it when it was first done..now its just..I dunno..I shoulda done my eyebrows too so it would look natural..hahahaha..Not as bad as 8th grade..but I'm not taking it back that far..hahaha..

Exams..AHH..what can I say..but I studied every damn day this weekend..since Friday night...good luck to everyone else...

Soccer Season can NOT get here fast enough...Girls soccer..from now on..every Sunday gonna be at collier...rented out the field..so bring your ass out there...

Pictures of this past week..a few birthdays..Brucey and Whit's big 1-8...congrats...Bruce..this weekend..we are gonna party it up..and..you are gonna wish I had been at the orignal party...

Me and Avi..all dressed up...

Brucey and his cake..hahaha minus the icecream..hahaha the cake looks kinda broke..but that would be due to the fact..that the car ride did not agree with the cake..

Paul was  a little jealous..that I didnt make him a cake for his birthday..hahaha..see him eyeing Bruce's..yea i caught you paulie..

Digging In for the first bite..get it Brucey..

OH YEA..GOOD..hahaha Jeff wants some too...

Ms. Erica and Ms. Avianca in the library..not really doing work...

Friday...

hahaha..Erica in them Lance Armstrongs..looks like she has SICC muscular legs...

In the locker room..hahaha can kinda see my hair in that picture...

Whit's birthday cake..which was DAMN good by the way...

Whit and Mama Grandy lighting the candles..

One more before we killed the cake..

hahaha..got you Whit..hahaha..

All for now..enjoy..leave a comment..steal pictures..whatever...

Good Luck on the Exams everyone..God knows I need it..

To my grandma...March 13, 1923-January 13,2006

It's so wierd that every person that I know that has died..I have seen them right before they passed away..

When my uncle Mark passed away two summers ago, I had seen him 4 days before..walking around and looking real well..apparently his chemo-therapy had been working..and then..he just died in his sleep one night.

I had seen Matt the day before in the counselor's office, joking on Paul Moreau cuz we jumped in front of that dude, when he had a counselor's appointment, and me, Ariana and Matt didn't...next day....he wasn't with us anymore..

And my grandmother..I had seen her a week before she passed away..laughing and joking with her..telling her what i was planning to do after i graduated..and then..she gets surgery after breaking her hip for the 3rd time, and finally lets go after 83 years...

It's crazy how much you remember about a person when their gone...I'm glad that I had my grandmother...she did so much for me and my sister..always there when we needed it..and I wish that the past two summers that when I had the oppurtunity to go and visit her that I had..I was being very selfish..but I am glad that I got to see her this Christmas before she passed..because...the time i spent with her..was good...

She taught me a lot about life, and I guess, gave me the skills to become a good wife??..hahaha taught me how to do the dishes, wash the laundry, vaccum the floor, fold laundry..and the boring housewife chores that nobody wants to do...but I learned..and I learned very well I must admit...I appreciate everything she did for me...wish I could have told her that more often..

R.I.P. Helen Gavin...

Entry Title: New Year....

Well, I did make it home safely...and it is the year 2006...

A great vacation I msut admit..but I missed home too much..or I missed my baby more then anything...

I do wish we had one more week of school off..cuz shit man..I feel like I'm dying here....Half day Thursday...No school two weeks later..I am sure I will have practice both days..YES!!...

Congrats to Andy Yang on getting into college..IM SO PROUD OF YOU!!!

Pats beat the Jaguars this morning..dude I think they can do a 3-peat...

Many pictures..photobucket will set the bar for how many picture I am allowed to post up...here you go..enjoy..

Outside of Fanniel Hall in Boston..Me my mom and my sister

another one...

taking it back to the old school days..a plaque of Larry Bird's shoes out on Park Street...

The coach that won the Celtics the NBA championships..forgot his name...but yea..he had a little bench for him...

There was a Holocaust memorial at the North End..which is like a real old Italian neighborhood..and when you walked across these grates..the steam came out..and my uncle said it looks like my mom had just come from hell...

My mom used to live in Boston..and she fricken comes home all the time..yet she gets lost everytime..and then blames it on the music that is playing in the car or me and my sister...

Headed to the mall...one of the only times she was in the back seat...

Had to rock mis gafas...it was MAD bright out...

Sandi again...

At a redlight...

Different day..headed to Cambridge Mall..a view of downtown Boston from across the Charles River...

Boston at night..pretty blurry..yea..

Vermont...I love this view..

Another fantastic view..man I love the country..

My favorite place in the whole wide world...I spent my real early childhood here..and there wasnt much to do..so if you wonder why my imagination is so broad..its because i lived here...

Hard at work shoveling snow..let me tell you how frustrating it was..after i cleared the steps..like another huge chunk fell from the roof....TWICE...

Taking a break from all tha hard work..

Some last minute gift wrapping on Christmas Eve...

It was mad cold out..i was in fricken sneakers..snow got all through them...

Looks so warm and inviting...

Aunt Betsy on Christmas morning...

My cousin Pat holding up his gift..he is in law school..

My uncle Dave looking at one of his gifts..

My sister opening her gift..loving the face..

My mom had been wanting that for like ages..and Santa hooked it up...

My cousins Andy, and Pat...the most awesomest cousins that there is...

One more...

Mama Nurse..hahaha..for Avi and Erica..

I used to play back there..almost got shot by some hunters once...

It was real foggy that morning..I dunno why..

I like this picture alot..on the highway coming back from Vermont...

My Dad, who bitches and moaned about how cold it was in Boston..so much that I had to give him my beanie for his bald head...

Me and Sandi at the airport...my mom was crying too much..so no photo for her..hahaha...

Got her in there...

Pictures from last weekend..J.A.M.S.S. officially back together minus Suzi..

Ariana telling one of her stories...hahaha LOVE THE FACE...

Sharon, Ariana and Jenny...waiting for dinner...

Jenny Sharon and myself..you can see my mom in the background..loving it...

hahaha Jenny I love you for reasons like this..hahaha if you can see her face...

Way too amused with the candle..

Sniff Sniff...hahaha Sharon you homo..

hahahaa..GOTCHA...

This picture cracks me up..just seeing them crack up...

hahahaha..love it..

Sharon and Ariana at this cafe place...which is pretty nice I might add...

Me and J-Z...

I love how they all knew to be real ugly..like always..:D

Pictures from this morning..

Got my dog back this morning..so the first thing we did was put her in this little jacket..haha that belongs to my stuffed moose..

It is official...my dog hates my mom...hahaha....

The best dance I have ever been to...and the best boyfriend that a girl could ever ask for..10.19.05...

Thats all for now...enjoy all the pictures..leave comments..cuz im not updating for a LONG time...